We're all self-motivated individuals. We
like to outgrow our boundaries and intensely believe we serve a higher purpose
in life. Whether it is taking care of your children or building a skyscraper.
We're all attracted towards a higher calling in life. Knowingly or most of the
times unknowingly we do serve the higher purpose in our lives.
Everyday tasks we do, whether those are
brushing your teeth, reading a book or meditating are small steps towards a
higher realization of our conscious! Well the point is we're all smart
individuals yet we fall in a trap that we create and it leads to a miserable
life at best. This can be called a self-entrapment of human soul (in case you
don't believe in soul substitute it with conscious/brain).
Stage 1
Recently I got a chance to mentally
observe myself as I was writing a poem. As any individual engaged in a creative
activity one needs to start with a mental freedom and a sense of humility. Its
equivalent is I-don't-know-but-I-can-try attitude. And as you begin with this
simple premise things begin to flow in from unknown origins. That's stage 1 -
'I don't know but let's try'.
Stage 2
Then as the creative juices begin to flow
(or as other call it 'being in the zone') the soul begins to enjoy the
activity. It almost becomes an auto-pilot of mental activity. We begin to join
the dots and a bigger picture emerges that we like and enjoy. We're the most
happy here and let's call it stage 2 - 'I'm enjoying and doing well'.
Stage 3
Most of our activities which we put our
metaphorical heart into do come up to stage 2 and the lucky ones just keep on
living in the moment. However a lot of times we snap out of this stage and into
a stage where we begin the comparison. It is the 'Am I doing better than
others?' i.e. stage 3. This isn't entirely bad for us as it holds the potential
to take us to the higher revelation.
Evaluating Stage 3
Stage 3 can also be a booby trap where the
comparison could be so overwhelming so as to cause disorientation from the goal
itself. It is easy to self-criticize harshly and lose the mental freedom we so
laboriously garnered in the stage 1. We've to snap out of this as soon as
possible.
Stage 4
The worse is yet to come! The spiraling
staircase that takes us down from stage 3 can quickly open the doors for stage
4 - 'are others admiring my good work?’ That's where the humility is lost too
and the pride kicks in. We begin to attach others' opinion as a scale to
measure our process and goals. This is the death of the star that started
shining in stage 1.
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